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[22 Feb 2011|05:51pm]

[ mood | peaceful ]

Hi, P3rox here. I have always been more different than others usually are. Instead of blue, my favorite color is pink. I never liked dogs, only cats. I wished for a sibling. I am an Athiest. I am lesbian. I know about a game that pretty much nobody has heard about. I am trying to spread awareness, so check it out: http://www.atlus.com/persona3

I suggest Persona 3 FES. Anyways, my dream is to become an actress, and I have never had stage-fright. I don't wear make-up. I volunteer to sing in front of the class. Basically...you get it.

-Yukari Takeba's twin (LOL)

PS: LOL look at my mood, it's just that Kunino-sagiri is a shadow in Persona 4 that has this huge peace sign coming out of his head! How's that for peaceful?


The Basics
1. Name: Kailan
2. Age/Birthday/Sign: 12/10-22/Libra
3. Location: USA
4. What makes you unique? Look at all that I wrote before this.

5. Bands: Actually, I'd rather say a composer: Shoji Meguro.
6. Inspirations: Pesrona!! :3
8. Color: PINK!!!

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HM [01 Feb 2007|12:51pm]

In November I did a show at Hamburger Mary's that will forever go down as one of my favorite moments on stage.  I know, I'm the same guy who's been bum-rushed by dirty Mexican hookers in San Francisco and accosted on stage by a heroine addict who found a trap door at the Knitting Factory.  But this, this was the greatest ever.

See, I live behind Hamburger Mary's.  I have the biggest crush on this Filipino bartender there who could care less, who told me once that he eats whatever he wants because Steroids and Ephedra will "pick up the slack."  Isn't that dreamy?  I call it "The Kitchen" because when I have no food, it's where I go.  When I run out of ice, they hook this bitch up.  I'm friendly with them.  I'm like Jackee and they're 227.  And they do comedy night there on the same night that they have all you can eat tacos.  It's a fucking disaster when clubs do these buffet/comedy nights, so of course I got to do it.

The evening was to raise funds for an HIV Awareness Iin Schools charity and the rules were simple:  3 comics would compete for the title of Best Comic by audience vote.  Audience members could buy a ballot for $5 and select their favorite.  Bobaloo hosted with my buddy Roy Cruz.  It was myself, Edison Apple (who is the new "it" gay comic and who I want to be my boyfriend) and a tranny named Jeanette with Sabrina Matthews headlining but not competing.  I hate competitions because I'm very competitive and pessimistic and the idea of losing at fucking Hamburger Mary's makes me want to die, especially in front of my cute bartender.  Sabrina talked me through the hives developing around my neck and assured me that the bartender would be easy.

I was on stage looking out into my second home while a giant spinning plastic Mary  was wrapping around me in between punchlines.  It was so fucking scary and distracting.  My mic was off and I didn't know it.  A party of straight people were sitting in the back angrily trying to avoid faggy comedy night.   Oh, and I almost forgot.  A little black boy with Alicia Keys braids was selling skittles in front of the stage.  I made fun of him a little.  Maybe more than a little.

It also happened to be the night when the Faggle, my best gays in WeHo decided to come out and support.  Ryan was kind enough to yell "Turn on YOUR MIC!"  I did and launched into a new joke that i was sure would bomb:

        People always ask me if I used the Subway plan to lose weight.  No.  Jared is no role model.  I don't want to look like a lesbian.

Ryan had never heard this, leaned back to laugh and fell out of his stool onto the floor.  As a comic, this is a gift from heaven to make fun of.  But I kind of thought he was hurt/dead because his head seemed to pop into the rail.  Best friend or joke.  Best friend or joke.  JOKE. I made fun of how the Faggle acted like they didn't know him because he was the retard who fell down.

So I focused my energy on riffing with my best gay and it killed.  I was turning my set around and at least had the attention of the front row, which at Hamburger Mary's is pretty special.  Think karaoke night.

After my set, a New York tranny named Jeanette whom I love did her set and when she didn't get laughs she would throw chocolate out at the crowd.  "Who wants some CHAWWWKLATE?"  The crowd went NUTS.  She killed just with the Chocolate.  Plus, she looks like Cher.  She was sure to win.

My friend Bo, came up to me after my set and said, "Did you know the bartender is walking around offering free drinks to anyone who votes for yo?"

"What?"  I asked.

"Voting for Sean?  How bout a top shelf margarita?"

"But I bombed!?"  I said.

So here's the catch of this competition.  The winner gets a portion of the nights proceeds and the charity gets the rest.  So now, I'm terrified that I might win, that I'm stealing from the Chawklate Tranny or my friend Edison if I win.

They announce the winner.  It's me.  Everyone is staring.  The bartender walks by me and kisses my ear.  "You're welcome."  he says.

I walk up to get the money and I'm sweating and terrified.  I whisper into Bobaloo's ear, "Tell the charity to keep my money."

I just George W. Bush'ed the comedy competition at Hamburger Mary's.

The tranny walked up to me and said, "Congratulations.  By the way, the little boy selling candy is my son."  And she walked out.  The drinking continued after closing and I made out on the stage with the bartender all night while Conchita and Gabriel, the bussers cleaned around us.  My shoes were off.  I have not been asked back.

Support Our Troops [18 Aug 2005|07:13pm]


A campaign:

Faded Ribbons for Peace.

Please feel free to comment & leave feedback - Thanks!

(X Posted - trying to spread the word grass-root like)

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Intro [17 Jul 2005|10:06pm]
[ mood | curious ]

The Basics
1. Tonya
2. NY, US
4. I'm a 17-year-old writer&vegetarian¬ afraid to be who I am.

5. Bands: Tom Petty&the Heartbreakers, Aerosmith, Lynard Skynard, The Beatles, Mazzy Star, Cowboy Junkies, Edie Brickell
6. Inspirations: Hafiz, rain, love, wine, strangers, myself
7. Food: rice and chocolate
8. Color: deep reds

Nice to meet you all.

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Delicious Surprise [12 Jul 2005|12:25am]

I'm finding as I'm re-writing this show and working it out at open mikes that audiences don't believe I really once weighed 275 pounds. And not just "once" I mean I was a really fat kid, teenager, and adult. No breaks. I grew up in a family that relied on food for celebration, comfort, self-destruction, boredom. So much fucking boredom. Taco Bell was our court jester.
People think I'm whining or just making fun of the fat community. How could I? I AM the fat community. I'm convinced this is not the last I'll be seeing those rolls in my belly. I'm sure deep down that my sleekness is temporary. I don't deserve to be healthy or sexy. Sing it with me, Rosie.

I grew up hiding my self from my sexuality with cheesecake, just like Bea Arthur. I still do. If you don't think I don't want to go fuck every short asian muscular power top/bottom I see, you're blind. I want it. But I'm scared to want anything too much.

Scared to come with guys I really like. Scared to dance as hard as I can. Scared to invest my hardest work into my art.

All of these things would allow my eyes to roll into the back of my head for too long. I might look stupid, like I did 100 pounds ago.

Scared to make eye contact with even close friends. Scared to reign it in, scared to let it go. I'm a droppy faucet.

Even Sam doesn't believe this show, and she's a friend from the fat days. She even spent time at fat camp. What do I have to do to convince you I'm addicted to peanut butter?

I should never have peanut butter again. Peanut butter on a waffle with maple syrup, whip cream and bananas is as unsafe for me as bottoming for a homeless drug addict without a condom.

Tonight you told me that what makes me funny is my honesty. That I can't give up. That I must make it funny.

In the morning Wendy wants to see SOMETHING.

And you...you gave me the only hope I had. You're a piece of cake that showed up in the fridge--a delicious surprise everytime I talk to you, hug you, kiss you...run with you...

Thank you.

If I won me the lottery
I'd dance naked in the street
With a top hat full of money
And you'd wanna get to know me
If I won me the lottery
And if I was a movie star
I'd sip honey from a pickle jar
In the back of my limousine
They'd call me an icon
And I'd be lookin' back at you
From the cover of the People magazine
I guess it's all for the takin'
I guess it's all yours and mine
Danny says I got to see it and believe it
I believe it, I believe it
If I;m just an outsider
I'm livin' in a trailor
with a black and white tv set
If only I was president
You know I'd paint the white house pink
And never have to pay the rent
If only I was president
I guess it's all there for the takin'
I think it's all yours and mine
Wendy says I've got to see it and believe it
I believe
I won't sleep 'til I've had enough
I believe
Won't sip my wine from no paper cup
I believe
Won't sleep 'til I've had enough
Until I've had enough
Delicious surprise
Now I do believe
Now it's there all the time
Inside I knew it all the time

Current Mood: refreshed
Current Music: "Delicious Surprise (I Believe It)" Jo Dee Messina
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You've lead no celibate life [31 May 2005|04:35pm]

[ mood | Apathetic ]

Hi! I'm Annie, and from what I can tell, this is the closest thing to initiation that you guys have. So, here I go:

The Basics
1. Name: Annie
2. Age/Birthday/Sign: 16/2.4.89/Aquarius :)
3. Location: Flori-duh
4. What makes you unique? My pancreas hates me and refuses to function properly. ;)

5. Bands: Keane (I was at the House of Blues for their very first concert in Florida on January 29th, 2005. ♥s), Coldplay, Howie Day, Damien Rice, Andrew Phillip, The Killers, A Perfect Circle, Lacuna Coil, Opeth, Radiohead, Oasis, Savage Garden, The Flaming Lips, The Redwalls, and The Shins. :) I ♥ them all.
6. Inspirations: Nature and seeing others who have the fruits of the spirit.
7. Food: fruit, mashed potatoes, ♥zuppa toscana♥. But not all together; that'd be disgusting.
8. Color: The rainbow, every shade in the rainbow, pink, and gold. Especially if gold is paired with green.

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I thought I'd re-post this since I now know what my inspirations are... [31 May 2005|03:52pm]

[ mood | nerdy ]

1. Josh
2. 23/8.13.1981/Leo
3. Roanoke, VA
4. I'm a bisexual quaker writer/political consultant/broadcast engineer

5. AFI, Beulah, Viva Satellite, and a myriad list of others
6. Susan Sontag, Joan Didion, and Lester Bangs
7. Shrimp
8. A tossup between grey and pink

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[23 May 2005|03:09pm]

[ mood | apparently I'm revising ]

I just joined, so here you are...

The Basics
1. Name: Becki
2. Age/Birthday/Sign: 16/9th May/Taurus
3. Location: England
4. What makes you unique? I don't know really. I would say "the fact that i don't care" but thats what everyone says. I'm unique because I'm me.

5. Bands: Queen, Kasabian, The Killers, but mostly I just prefer singles.
6. Inspirations: Trees.
7. Food: Pasta
8. Color: dark, earthy colours. And red ^__^


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hello there. [28 Apr 2005|04:53pm]

[ mood | curious ]

Well im new.=) and heres your application.
The Basics
1. Name
2. Age/Birthday/Sign
15, 8/9/89, Leo
3. Location
4. What makes you unique?
hhmmm my point of veiw in things.

5. Bands
Guns n roses,eisley,the beatles,led zeppelin.
6. Inspirations
anthing that i like inspires me.
7. Food
im starting to be a vegeterian again so yeah....salads,noodles,etc.
8. Color
any type of blue,black,rose red,purple,neon green.

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[04 Apr 2005|11:58pm]

dang...i created this community a long ass time ago with the lj thx4noticinme...

i cant believe that it has gotten updates.


add me guys!
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don't p(H)uck W/WE (R)adio (F)ree (R)astafar(I) WWITH [30 Apr 2005|09:12pm]

[ mood | freejack juan love ]

i invite (U) 2 sac (R)a minto for the SECOND SATURDAY FREE RALLY FOR eminem MEDI CAL MARIJUANA

last year at this event i was CATapul ted through the MOVEMENT 2 the PROGRESS by SHURE LOCKING with the califorNIA son and my CRYSTAL
my native amerICAN medicine waz stol lin bi the CHP

this year we (R) bringing colvanos volcanos and heat guns

the terror jack herer shall be in attendence
the saint linda senti shall be jaun with the g(R)oup
the HEMP COMPANY OF AMERICA w(I)ll be vendoring

this is the YEAR for the brewing of med i sin

i brew it

check "cooking with cannabis" at www.icmag.com for hype(R)seth


be there or (B) squared

second saturday from n(OO)n 2 six

amtra(k) ready



juan love

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[22 Mar 2005|11:04am]

[ mood | calm ]

Thank you for your response.
No we were not born to hate, we were taught to hate. Like I said before, parents (mothers especially) want their children to fit in, so they hide things from them, such as difference and true diversity crimes.
So when that child is now an adult, and they see some goth person or gay men or women on the street their entire rose colored mirror is smashed and they feel threatened.
It is a cycle of such when that person has children and teaches them the exact same thing!
My theory of sub-conscious hatred is more of a belief on my part, since I have encountered the rise and fall of such behavior. The anger twords me from a group of kids, then when I confront them, and tell them the truth, they have a meltdown (at this point I get in trouble again).
It is not just a illusion that everyone has to be the same in their eyes, it is reality! And all hell brakes loose when you tell them differently.
I also do indeed belive that we can override such subconsciousness,, fireyinvaderx. But it is the most painful stage of all! Think of it as your entire world is being shut down and you are loosing power. And it is human nature to want to be in control. It is not a pretty picture when they try to fight reality either.
But thats just me.... -Kuwasemono-san

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What do you mean, fireyinvaderx? [21 Mar 2005|11:41am]

[ mood | annoyed ]

What's interesting about it? I am very concerned about the way schools handle bullying today, I got rocks thrown at me because I was a bisexual and the principal said that I deserved it!!! WTF?! And yes, all of the teachers backed him up! They expelled me the next day and then called me 'moderate behavior' and said I should go to a specialty school! I am disappointed in the school system for condemning divercity..
The schools name you ask??
Lansdowne Junior Secondary School, Victoria British columbia..
I tip my hat to people who put up with this everyday! Jolly good, guys!
And then! if that's not enough! When the kids shot up Columbine, it was because of extreme bullying and depression! The school didn't even take responsibility, they blamed Rammstein, KDFM and other bands that the kids listened too!
Holy crap, batman! What a safe place to be!

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Responce to moonwindstarsky [21 Mar 2005|10:14am]

[ mood | touched ]

I don't quite get it.
No people did not think of it to exclude others and to make them feel bad.
It is more of a sub-concious thing. When somebody or a group of people sees somethihng that isn't 'normal' in their eyes it's evil and they must evacuate it before someone else dicides to be original. It's a vicious loop-de-loop.
I also belive that parents especially want to 'protect' their children and sheild their precious little eyes from reality. Then they grow up to dispise originality and divercity.
So thanx for responding, I hope I have covered everything you need to know.

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Be proud, be yourself.... [16 Mar 2005|01:35pm]

[ mood | cold ]

Well, yup, I'm bi and guess what... I don't care what you think..
Everbody is just a Eminem copying, plastic skinny now a days and I can't even get by education because of it!! They kicked me out of school because I was an 'oddball'
No, I didn't wear tight jeans or have blond hair or listen to Brittny freakin' Spears, that, my breathren, is why they kicked me out. I want to just say right now: I AM MYSELF NOT WHAT YOU EXPECT ME TO BE! I don't care... Sue me, You'll only add to the already deep cut Public 'sane' socity has made, the hole is too deep now. Like Rina Virk, who was murdered by girls that 'pretended to be her freind then, beat her to death just because she was different. And her killer hasn't even been convicted yet...
If a human is being condemned and hurt for who they are, and this is truly what everyone has come to belive, then maybe Rina should have died... I'm so happy that she is in a better place now and can finally be excepted for the lovely person she is.
And I'm not religious or anything but, if God really loves us for who we are and not for what we are... then why has the word 'condemned' ever been used?

That was for you, Rina...God bless...

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it's ironic [26 Feb 2005|03:06pm]

[ mood | amused ]

this society is all about individualism, yet; people conform in one way or another and some are excluded

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Alternatives, Reform [17 Feb 2005|04:42pm]

Such as Sudbury Valley, Free, Democratic, or other Holistic schools? What about converting schools into unschooling facilities with teachers as mentors?

(I wonder if accelerated learning methods, such as those written in books would help.)The system needs to undergo a transformation to make students more included/involved in a less structured system. Models such as Summerhill, Sudbury Valley, Free schools, Democratic schools, or even unschooling/natural learning/autodidactism. Looking at international education models can also provide insight. Schools should provide the necessary resources to help students blaze their own career paths, guiding them toward possibilities in their interests early on. Basics would be covered when needed. Classes would be multi-interdisciplinary, extending to life applications. An account of an American high school study abroad student at a Scandanavian system stated that the Scandanavian system was more free. There was almost no homework, no tests so students could focus on other important issues in life. Classes were interdisciplinary and discussions were led by both students and professors/teachers. Higher education can use some reform too.

I made some webpages on alternative learning.
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[27 Dec 2004|01:43pm]

i have an intrest in body painting and body art and i found these really cool pics

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Hi! [28 Nov 2004|06:25pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

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[07 Nov 2004|05:49pm]

Got really creative today and created this:

List your top ten favorite movies, in no particular order. Make sure to include movie posters of pictures:

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